Monday, December 27, 2010

nOthiNG AccOrding to PLAN/失算的计划(一直=。=‘’)

再过26分钟,我的一年的生涯又要过了

一年的甜酸苦辣,要告一段落了,
也是我,成功生存过一切苦难欢喜的证明

好不容易啊~真的,好不容易啊~又度过了一年
曾经失落、曾经孤独过、曾经放弃过,一周又去,一周又来

一年前的生日,在大学里过意外的发现到,有一位学长尽然和我同日生日,(因为他们在我房外的客厅“算是客厅”吵吵闹闹)不过,可惜,他已不在了,到了外工作去了,也祝他生日快乐,永远young ^^

一年前的生日啊~
我还记得俊康和他室友,竟然记得我的生日,还送了我一瓶dynamo....(我怀疑,他们是不是刚巧,在UUM 的mall里面,见到我,又刚巧手拿着dynamo,然后.....幻想而已)

不过,还是很高兴,收到礼物,而且还是dynamo....之后,我就继续支持下去.....(被诅咒了 :) 笑)

原以为,今年也会在大学里,庆祝生日的,没想到,尽......尽然,在家乡里庆祝!?

在我家里,庆祝生日这种东西,仿佛只会在小小年纪的时候才会发生的,一句话‘不流行’在我家

天啊!一年前的生日时,我就有一个打算了

计划= rm3.50 蛋糕(杂货店买),汽水(如果不吝啬的话),蜡烛,手机音乐
计划地点 = 湖旁的钓鱼场,(好像是钓鱼场啊~)
活动 =  听手机里喜欢的音乐,吃蛋糕,喝汽水,躺着看星星

PLAN A..... FAIL

PLAN B(临时计划):
去TC (我家乡的海边),带上的物品跟plan a 一样,
不过,要骑脚车去,时间变成了下午 =.=''
BUT....FAIL TOOO
今天,心血来潮,骑着去吹海风,去了回了,才发现,全身酸痛,(太久没运动了=x='')

pLAN C:
去看场电影算了,但是.......现在,肚子有点不舒服...拉肚子了
THE END~~TRAGEDY OF TALES...BE CONTINUE......lazy to write lol

不过,生日也是满寂寞的.....还记得去年,在夜里,看着电话,看着时间一分一秒地走动,倒数这不值得庆祝的生日,我在想又一年了,在我生日前,常听见大家打算去槟城,说真的,心里听到也痒痒地,想去却,听见许多朋友们都去那,倒数2010 的到来,而我却留在这少人的大学,感受............还好啊!因为周围都很清静了,而我却躲在图书旁的房间,倒数2010 的到来,嘿嘿因为可以online!

在大学里,看见那么多人的生日与朋友们的庆祝,心想不知道我会不会有这么的一天呢?尤其是一次参加了一位学长的生日会,我们这帮学弟、新生们,被叫下去庆祝呢!





羡慕和流口水
不过,还是赚到了,不必付一分一毛,就有蛋糕吃啦!

skill: low....

Life just like a plan, your whole life like been planned, where you should go while you still a child (go to school), what you should do when you grown up (find a job). Life is not 100 percent actually follow what the world,what your life and your plan going on! Sometimes there 're some unknown issues, or you can said it environmental influence you, Example , wars, people, disturb, challenge ,sickness, miscounted.....and more...

"Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me"

PERFECT BY simple plan

this lyrics was from a band call 'simple plan' that i like to hear their songs. I'm huge fan of their song...
One sentence that i heard  from an anime call''BLEACH'', one of the taicho said that''if everything become perfection, then no more research and development can be continue , then science is complete reach it limit ''
If life can just according to what our planned, then there will be not mistake or error in this world, is that good? THen furthermore, leadership,motivation,moral stuck are still be needed? or not......

just talking 废话, c smile c smile(见笑)

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